Thursday, April 21, 2022

Coronavirus Projects: Composting


Like a lot of people, this time of social distancing has made me want to take on new projects. My favorite coronavirus project that I’ve seen is starting a garden. With grocery stores sold out of food and posing a high risk of contracting the virus, it’s no wonder people want alternative ways to get food. And people are finally stuck at home, looking for things to do without leaving their yard, so gardening is a perfect opportunity. For those of you who don’t have space (or interest or energy or time) to make a garden, I would suggest signing up for a CSA at a local farm to support local farmers and get food without going to the grocery store.

But my family decided to do a slightly different project. We already had a garden started, but we still wanted to do something environmentally friendly. So we decided to focus on composting. We’ve had a compost bin for many years, but mostly we just bring out vegetable scraps once a week and forget about it. While this reduces food waste, it misses the main benefits of compost: converting this food waste into nutritionally dense soil to feed new plants.
Frozen vegetables in a compost pile at the farm I work at...not decomposing now

So, we decided to make compost a priority. We added piles of wood chips from recent tree work we had had done, as well as dried leaves, because our compost was too high in “green matter” (vegetables), and it is supposed to be 50/50 green matter with brown matter (leaves, grass clippings, wood chips, shredded newspaper, etc.). I filled a bucket of brown matter and left it next to our compost bin, so that now every time somebody dumps in one bucket of vegetables they also will dump in one bucket of brown matter.

Secondly, we decided to make stirring the compost a regular task. Nobody wanted to do it before, because the compost is behind our garage and sort of annoying to get to. So we moved our compost out to next to the house, so that it will get more sun and be more accessible. If you don’t stir your compost, the food isn’t exposed to oxygen, so the microbes in your compost won't be able to break it down. But, if you mix the compost regularly, and thus expose it to oxygen, it will break down aerobically, so it won’t smell as much.

It’s not hard to set up a compost pile or bin: put a bin or start a pile outside and keep a small bucket inside (we keep it in a cabinet under the kitchen sink-make sure it has a lid to prevent odor) for collecting food scraps. Collect vegetable scraps, anything not cooked and that doesn’t have fat or oil. Then, once a week (or more or less often depending on how much you use), bring it outside to your bigger pile. And, don’t forget to do the work to maintain it: add brown matter, and stir it at least once a week.

In two months, you will have highly nutrient dense soil!


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Monday, April 18, 2022

What I Wish I Could Tell My Boss About My Undiagnosed Illness

     I’m sorry I haven’t been honest with you about my health. I know that you’re trying to support me, you’re trying to help, and I really appreciate that. I don’t know what to tell you. I wish there were ways you could help, but I’m not sure there are.

At this point, I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t know if this is something that can be easily fixed with medication or another treatment.

I don’t know when I’ll have answers for you. Yes, I could tell you any of the previous diagnoses which were used to explain some of these symptoms when they’ve happened before, but I don’t know how much that would help. You shouldn’t need a name of an illness to be ready to help me. I don’t know if I’ll spend my next few days or weeks seeing doctors and specialists to get answers. I’ve done that before. I have many specialists I’m more comfortable with at home, but that’s halfway across the country. I have already been to two doctors this time, and they don’t have answers.

I don’t know how long this will last. I might be better in a week, or this might be something we’re dealing with for the rest of my time here. I know that doesn’t make it easy. It's one thing to reschedule a meeting if I might feel better next week, its much harder to do when I don’t know when I’ll be able to go to the meeting.

I don’t want to have to prove to you how sick I am, but I will if I need to. Last time this happened, after three months of trying to get a diagnosis so I could get help from my professors, my doctor diagnosed me with a concussion. We both knew I never hit my head, but we also knew that I needed time if I had any chance of finishing the semester, and a concussion covered some of my symptoms, and we hoped would give me time to recover. I don’t want to go through any of that process again. This time, I do have formal academic accommodations because of my chronic illnesses, but I hope that I don’t have to use them. You say that you want to be supportive, and I hope that’s true. We can involve the administration if we have to, but it's so much less work if we don’t.

I appreciate when you ask questions, when you offer to help. Sometimes even just telling someone that I’m not doing okay can be endlessly helpful. But sometimes I’m not ready to do that. And I really appreciate that you accept when I don’t have answers.

I need you to know that I’m scared. It’s terrifying to get out of bed and not know if you’ll faint before you get to the kitchen. It’s terrible having pain that you don’t know if or when it’ll go away. So yes, I might seem distant or distracted during our meetings. I might not care about some things as much as I used to. But I’m trying. I love my job, I love working with plants everyday. But that doesn't mean I'm always healthy enough to do it.

Some of the beautiful plants I work with

I know answers would be helpful, and believe me, I feel the same way. I just don’t know yet. In the meantime, time and space and patience would be the most helpful things you could do. I need time to rest, time to see the doctors I want to see, time to learn what works for me. I need space to experiment with different treatments. And I need patience. I still want to work on my projects as much as I can. I still want to plan regular meetings because there are things we need to discuss. But I might have to cancel them last minute, and I might show up unprepared. This semester might not look how you imagined it would, but I will do my best to finish what needs to be done.